Deranged

I was frustrated and enraged,

Absorbed, illogical, annoyed,

Infuriated - and deranged.

I felt betrayed. I felt decoyed.

And not being needed. Not enough.

For you, to see the end so clear,

And say it with an easy laugh -

What were you thinking then, my dear?

But I was keeping my facade

And I replied with charming grace.

I might be seeking your regard -

But I would never lose my face.

And days will come, and days will go,

And you'll become immensely close.

But day will come, when you say "no" -

And I'll surrender, I suppose.

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Я хз, сколько тут ошибок и смысловой фигни, вы мне скажите.)